1993年，我与晓梅、杨天一起去呼伦贝尔大草原，在满洲里一家圆形酒吧里，杨天钟情于一位俄罗斯少女，晓梅两眼一直紧紧盯着那个英俊的俄罗斯帅哥，只把我一个人扔在角落，后来，杨天与晓梅各自离开了酒吧，他们去了哪里。现在，我也不知道，不过，我想他们一定是愉悦的。
我一个人在喝酒，喝了许多酒，最后，我离开了酒吧，回到宾馆。
夜里，很晚了，我听见电话响了起来，晓梅请我到她房间聊天，她无比幸福的样子。我们从大连开车去的呼伦贝尔大草原，临行前，我特意到友谊商店买的磁带。
那时，我开日本马自达323汽车，还是卡式收录机，当我穿越大兴安岭，一眼望不到头的原始森林时，我就播放这首歌，起初，不知道歌名，到了满洲里休息后，仔细一看才知道叫《Keepcoming back》，理查德-马克思演唱，歌词如下：
You know just how to hurt me
And how to take all the pain away
Girl， you must be the devil in disguise
There were times， I think you knew
When I was so afraid of you
There's some kind of madness in your eyes
You know a place buried deep in my heart
Nobody else can see
Something in you has taken some kind of hold on me
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby
I don't know why I keep coming back to you
To you baby
You say we shouldn't be lovers
And I say we can't just be friends
And all this talking just makes me want you more
You've got a way of confusing a heart
That nobody else could do
Why should I try， I don't want to get over you
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby
Just tell me why I keep coming back to you
Tell me why I keep coming back to you
I'm so in love， so in love with the games that you play
So in love， and nothing can keep me away
You've got a way of confusing a heart
That nobody else could do
Why should I try， I don't want to get over you
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby
Just tell me why I keep coming back to you
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby
Tell me why I keep coming back to you
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby
Tell me why I keep coming back to you
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby
Just tell me why I keep coming back to you
从满洲里过国境，就算是在蒙古国的土地上了，我们也曾在俄罗斯士兵枪下悠闲散步，那里是三国交界处。以后，我曾经很多次到那里去，总是在夜里，把汽车所有的灯都关上，怕万一灯亮了，就拔掉汽车电源的保险丝，草地牧民可以凭借草的颜色辨别方向……
我去那里，主要是为了买一辆便宜的汽车，之前就曾在那里花15万元人民币，买了一辆九成新宝马525汽车。
1993年，大家对宝马汽车还缺少了解。记得，我曾经在大街上被警察堵住了，我不知道为何。下车后，警察问我这是什么汽车。
我很喜欢汽车，后来还编辑出版过一本《世界名车大全》，算是过了一把瘾。
那盘磁带遗忘在满洲里了，以后，我四处寻找都没有找到那首伴我穿越大草原的歌曲，今天，我意外在网络上找到了这首《Keep coming back》，就想起那段往事，那时，我才33岁，现在我也快五十岁了，虚度了很多岁月，那两个朋友，如今都好吗？