书城公版Jeremy
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第67章 MARY(5)

It happened that upon the afternoon of that same day Miss Jones announced that she would take Mary for a walk;then,just as they passed through the farm gates,Hamlet,rushing out,joined them.He did not often honour them with his company,despising women most especially when they walked,but to-day his master was busy digging for worms in the vegetable garden,and,after a quarter of an hour's contemplation of this fascinating occupation,he had wandered off in search of a livelier game.He decided to join Miss Jones;he could do what he pleased,he could amuse himself with her ineffectual attempts to keep him in order,and he could irritate Mary;so he danced along,with his tail in the air,barking at imaginary rats and poking his nose into hedges.

Mary,with a sudden tightened clutching of the heart,realised that her hour was upon her.She felt so wicked as she realised this that she wondered that the ground didn't open up and swallow her,as it had done with those unfortunate people in the Bible.But no,the world was calm.Little white milky clouds raced in lines and circles across the sky,and once and again a leaf floated from a tree,hung for a moment suspended,and then turned slowly to the ground.The hedges were a dark black-green,high and thick above the dusty road;there had been no rain for weeks.Truly a stable world.Mary,glaring at Fate,wondered how it could be so.

Miss Jones,who was happy and optimistic to-day,talked in a tenderly reminiscent tone of her youth.This vein of reminiscence Mary,on her normal day,loved.To-day she did not hear a word that Miss Jones said.

"I remember my mother saying so well to my dear brother:'Do what you like,my boy.I trust you.'And indeed Alfred was to be trusted if ever a boy was.It is a remarkable thing,but I cannot remember a single occasion of dishonesty on Alfred's part.'A white lie,'he would often say,'is a lie,and a lie is a sin--white or black,always a sin';and I remember that he would often put mother to a serious inconvenience by his telling callers that she was in when she had wished it to be said that she was not at home.He felt it his serious duty,and so he told Mother.'Don't ask me to tell a lie,Mother,'I remember his saying.'I cannot do it.'""Like George Washington,"said Mary,suddenly catching the last words of Miss Jones's sentence.

"He was like many famous characters in history,I used to think.

Once I remember reading about Oliver Cromwell."Where is that dog?Hamlet!Hamlet!Perhaps he's gone after the sheep.Ah!there he is!Hamlet,you naughty dog!"They were approaching one of their favourite pieces of country--Mellot Wood.Here,on the wood's edge,the ground broke away,running down in a field of corn to a little green valley with clustered trees that showed only their heads,so thickly embedded were they,and beyond the valley the sea.The sea looked quite close here,although it was in reality four miles distant.Never was such a place as this view for light and shadow.The clouds raced like the black wings of enormous birds across the light green valley,and the red-gold of the cornfield was tossed into the haze and swept like a golden shadow across the earth,bending back again when the breeze had died.Behind Mellot Wood was Mellot Farm,an old eighteenth-century house about which there was a fine tragic story with a murder and a ghost in it,and this,of course,gave Mellot Wood an additional charm.When they arrived at the outskirts of Mellot Wood Mary looked about her.It was here,on the edge of the Rafiel Road that skirted the wood,that she had once seen the dog-man eating his luncheon out of a red pocket-handkerchief.There was no sign of him to-day.All was silent and still.Only the little wood uttered little sighs of content beneath the flying clouds.Hamlet,tired with his racing after imaginary rabbits,walked quietly along by Mary's side.What was she to do?She had once again the desperate feeling that something stronger than she had swept down upon her and was forcing her to do this thing.She seemed to have no will of her own,but to be watching some other commit an act whose dangerous wickedness froze her heart.How could she?But she must.Someone was doing it for her.

And in very truth it seemed so.Miss Jones said that now they were here she might as well call upon Miss Andrews,the sister of the Mellot farmer.Miss Andrews had promised her some ducks'eggs.They pushed open the farm gate,passed across the yard and knocked on the house door.Near Mary was a large barn with a heavy door,now ajar.

Hamlet sat gazing pensively at a flock of geese,his tongue out,panting contentedly.

"Wait here one minute,Mary,"said Miss Jones."I won't stay."Miss Jones disappeared.Mary,still under the strange sense that it was not she,but another,who did these things,moved back to the barn,calling softly to Hamlet.He followed her,sniffing a rat somewhere.Very quickly she pulled back the door;he,still investigating his rat,followed into the dark excitements of the barn.With a quick movement she bent down,slipped off his collar,which she hid in her dress,then shut him in.She knew that for a moment or two he would still be pursuing his rat,and she saw,with guilty relief,Miss Jones come out to her just as she had finished her evil deed.

"Miss Andrews is out,"said Miss Jones."They are all away at Liskane Fair."They left the farm and walked down the road.Hamlet had not begun his cry.