书城公版Sir Gibbie
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Both burns were now between them and the cottage, which greatly added to their difficulties.The smaller burn came from the tarn, and round that they must go, else Ginevra would never get to the other side of it; and then there was the Glashburn to cross.It was an undertaking hard for any girl, especially such for one unaccustomed to exertion; and what made it far worse was that she had only house-shoes, which were continually coming off as she climbed.But the excitement of battling with the storm, the joy of adventure, and the pleasure of feeling her own strength, sustained her well for a long time; and in such wind and rain, the absence of bonnet and cloak was an advantage, so long as exertion kept her warm.Gibbie did his best to tie her shoes on with strips of her pocket handkerchief; but when at last they were of no more use, he pulled off his corduroy jacket, tore out the sleeves, and with strips from the back tied them about her feet and ankles.Her hair also was a trouble: it would keep blowing in her eyes, and in Gibbie's too, and that sometimes with quite a sharp lash.But she never lost her courage, and Gibbie, though he could not hearten her with words, was so ready with smile and laugh, was so cheerful--even merry, so fearless, so free from doubt and anxiety, while doing everything he could think of to lessen her toil and pain, that she hardly felt in his silence any lack; while often, to rest her body, and withdraw her mind from her sufferings, he made her stop and look back on the strange scene behind them.It was getting dark when they reached the only spot where he judged it possible to cross the Glashburn.He carried her over, and then it was all down-hill to the cottage.Once inside it, Ginevra threw herself into Robert's chair, and laughed, and cried, and laughed again.Gibbie blew up the peats, made a good fire, and put on water to boil; then opened Janet's drawers, and having signified to his companion to take what she could find, went to the cow house, threw himself on a heap of wet straw, worn out, and had enough to do to keep himself from falling asleep.A little rested, he rose and re-entered the cottage, when a merry laugh from both of them went ringing out into the storm: the little lady was dressed in Janet's workday garments, and making porridge.She looked very funny.Gibbie found plenty of milk in the dairy under the rock, and they ate their supper together in gladness.Then Gibbie prepared the bed in the little closet for his guest and she slept as if she had not slept for a week.

Gibbie woke with the first of the dawn.The rain still fell--descending in spoonfuls rather than drops; the wind kept shaping itself into long hopeless howls, rising to shrill yells that went drifting away over the land; and then the howling rose again.

Nature seemed in despair.There must be more for Gibbie to do! He must go again to the foot of the mountain, and see if there was anybody to help.They might even be in trouble at the Mains, who could tell!

Ginevra woke, rose, made herself as tidy as she could, and left her closet.Gibbie was not in the cottage.She blew up the fire, and, finding the pot ready beside it, with clean water, set it on to boil.Gibbie did not come.The water boiled.She took it off, but being hungry, put it on again.Several times she took it off and put it on again.Gibbie never came.She made herself some porridge at last.Everything necessary was upon the table, and as she poured it into the wooden dish for the purpose, she took notice of a slate beside it, with something written upon it.The words were, "I will cum back as soon as I cann."She was alone, then! It was dreadful; but she was too hungry to think about it.She ate her porridge, and then began to cry.It was very unkind of Gibbie to leave her, she said to herself, But then he was a sort of angel, and doubtless had to go and help somebody else.There was a little pile of books on the table, which he must have left for her.She began examining them, and soon found something to interest her, so that an hour or two passed quickly.

But Gibbie did not return, and the day went wearily.She cried now and then, made great efforts to be patient, succeeded pretty well for a while, and cried again.She read and grew tired a dozen times; ate cakes and milk, cried afresh, and ate again.Still Gibbie did not come.Before the day was over, she had had a good lesson in praying.For here she was, one who had never yet acted on her own responsibility, alone on a bare mountain-side, in the heart of a storm which seemed as if it would never cease, and not a creature knew where she was but the dumb boy, and he had left her!

If he should never come back, what would become of her? She could not find her way down the mountain; and if she could, where was she to go, with all Daurside under water? She would soon have eaten up all the food in the cottage, and the storm might go on for ever, who could tell? Or who could tell whether, when it was over, and she got down to the valley below, she should not find it a lifeless desert, everybody drowned, and herself the only person left alive in the world?

Then the noises were terrible.She seemed to inhabit noise.

Through the general roar of wind and water and rain every now then came a sharper sound, like a report or crack, followed by a strange low thunder, as it seemed.They were the noises of stones carried down by the streams, grinding against each other, and dashed stone against stone; and of rocks falling and rolling, and bounding against their fast-rooted neighbours.When it began to grow dark, her misery seemed more than she could bear; but then, happily, she grew sleepy, and slept the darkness away.

With the new light came new promise and fresh hope.What should we poor humans do without our God's nights and mornings? Our ills are all easier to help than we know--except the one ill of a central self, which God himself finds it hard to help.--It no longer rained so fiercely; the wind had fallen; and the streams did not run so furious a race down the sides of the mountain.She ran to the burn, got some water to wash herself--she could not spare the clear water, of which there was some still left in Janet's pails--and put on her own clothes, which were now quite dry.Then she got herself some breakfast, and after that tried to say her prayers, but found it very difficult, for, do what she might to model her slippery thoughts, she could not help, as often as she turned herself towards him, seeing God like her father, the laird.