书城公版THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY
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Henrietta looked at him in silence, with a sad yet luminous expression."Well," she observed at last, "I only wanted to tell you what I think; I had it on my mind.Of course you think it's none of my business.But nothing is any one's business on that principle.""It's very kind of you; I'm greatly obliged to you for your interest," said Caspar Goodwood."I shall go to Rome and I shan't hurt Mrs.Osmond.""You won't hurt her, perhaps.But will you help her?-that's the real issue.""Is she in need of help?" he asked slowly, with a penetrating look.

"Most women always are," said Henrietta with conscientious evasiveness and generalizing less hopefully than usual."If you go to Rome," she added, "I hope you'll be a true friend-not a selfish one!" And she turned off and began to look at the pictures.

Caspar Goodwood let her go and stood watching her while she wandered round the room; but after a moment he rejoined her."You've heard something about her here," he then resumed."I should like to know what you've heard."Henrietta had never prevaricated in her life, and, though on this occasion there might have been a fitness in doing so, she decided, after thinking some minutes, to make no superficial exception."Yes, I've heard," she answered; "but as I don't want you to go to Rome Iwon't tell you."

"Just as you please.I shall see for myself," he said.Then inconsistently, for him, "You've heard she's unhappy!" he added.

"Oh, you won't see that!" Henrietta exclaimed.

"I hope not.When do you start?"

"To-morrow, by the evening train.And you?"Goodwood hung back; he had no desire to make his journey to Rome in Miss Stackpole's company.His indifference to this advantage was not of the same character as Gilbert Osmond's, but it had at this moment an equal distinctness.It was rather a tribute to Miss Stackpole's virtues than a reference to her faults.He thought her very remarkable, very brilliant, and he had, in theory, no objection to the class to which she belonged.Lady correspondents appeared to him a part of the natural scheme of things in a progressive country, and though he never read their letters he supposed that they ministered somehow to social prosperity.But it was this very eminence of their position that made him wish Miss Stackpole didn't take so much for granted.She took for granted that he was always ready for some allusion to Mrs.Osmond; she had done so when they met in Paris, six weeks after his arrival in Europe, and she had repeated the assumption with every successive opportunity.He had no wish whatever to allude to Mrs.Osmond; he was not always thinking of her; he was perfectly sure of that.He was the most reserved, the least colloquial of men, and this enquiring authoress was constantly flashing her lantern into the quiet darkness of his soul.He wished she didn't care so much; he even wished, though it might seem rather brutal of him, that she would leave him alone.In spite of this, however, he just now made other reflections-which show how widely different, in effect, his ill-humour was from Gilbert Osmond's.He desired to go immediately to Rome; he would have liked to go alone, in the night-train.He hated the European railway-carriages, in which one sat for hours in a vise, knee to knee and nose to nose with a foreigner to whom one presently found one's self objecting with all the added vehemence of one's wish to have the window open; and if they were worse at night even than by day, at least at night one could sleep and dream of an American saloon-car.But he couldn't take a night-train when Miss Stackpole was starting in the morning; it struck him that this would be an insult to an unprotected woman.Nor could he wait until after she had gone unless he should wait longer than he had patience for.It wouldn't do to start the next day.She worried him;she oppressed him; the idea of spending the day in a European railway-carriage with her offered a complication of irritations.

Still, she was a lady travelling alone; it was his duty to put himself out for her.There could be no two questions about that; it was a perfectly clear necessity.He looked extremely grave for some moments and then said, wholly without the flourish of gallantry but in a tone of extreme distinctness, "Of course if you're going to-morrow I'll go too, as I may be of assistance to you.""Well, Mr.Goodwood, I should hope so!" Henrietta returned imperturbably.