书城公版THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY
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Ralph had seen nothing of her for the greater part of the two years that had followed her marriage; the winter that formed the beginning of her residence in Rome he had spent again at San Remo, where he had been joined in the spring by his mother, who afterwards had gone with him to England, to see what they were doing at the bank-an operation she couldn't induce him to perform.Ralph had taken a lease of his house at San Remo, a small villa which he had occupied still another winter; but late in the month of April of this second year he had come down to Rome.It was the first time since her marriage that he had stood face to face with Isabel; his desire to see her again was then of the keenest.She had written to him from time to time, but her letters told him nothing he wanted to know.He had asked his mother what she was ****** of her life, and his mother had simply answered that she supposed she was ****** the best of it.

Mrs.Touchett had not the imagination that communes with the unseen, and she now pretended to no intimacy with her niece, whom she rarely encountered.This young woman appeared to be living in a sufficiently honourable way, but Mrs.Touchett still remained of the opinion that her marriage had been a shabby affair.It had given her no pleasure to think of Isabel's establishment, which she was sure was a very lame business.From time to time, in Florence, she rubbed against the Countess Gemini, doing her best always to minimize the contact; and the Countess reminded her of Osmond, who made her think of Isabel.The Countess was less talked of in these days; but Mrs.

Touchett augured no good of that: it only proved how she had been talked of before.There was a more direct suggestion of Isabel in the person of Madame Merle; but Madame Merle's relations with Mrs.

Touchett had undergone a perceptible change.Isabel's aunt had told her, without circumlocution, that she had played too ingenious a part;and Madame Merle, who never quarrelled with any one, who appeared to think no one worth it, and who had performed the miracle of living, more or less, for several years with Mrs.Touchett and showing no symptom of irritation-Madame Merle now took a very high tone and declared that this was an accusation from which she couldn't stoop to defend herself.She added, however (without stooping), that her behaviour had been only too ******, that she had believed only what she saw, that she saw Isabel was not eager to marry and Osmond not eager to please (his repeated visits had been nothing; he was boring himself to death on his hill-top and he came merely for amusement).

Isabel had kept her sentiments to herself, and her journey to Greece and Egypt had effectually thrown dust in her companion's eyes.

Madame Merle accepted the event-she was unprepared to think of it as a scandal; but that she had played any part in it, double or single, was an imputation against which she proudly protested.It was doubtless in consequence of Mrs.Touchett's attitude, and of the injury it offered to habits consecrated by many charming seasons, that Madame Merle had, after this, chosen to pass many months in England, where her credit was quite unimpaired.Mrs.Touchett had done her a wrong;there are some things that can't be forgiven.But Madame Merle suffered in silence; there was always something exquisite in her dignity.

Ralph, as I say, had wished to see for himself; but while engaged in this pursuit he had yet felt afresh what a fool he had been to put the girl on her guard.He had played the wrong card, and now he had lost the game.He should see nothing, he should learn nothing; for him she would always wear a mask.His true line would have been to profess delight in her union, so that later, when, as Ralph phrased it, the bottom should fall out of it, she might have the pleasure of saying to him that he had been a goose.He would gladly have consented to pass for a goose in order to know Isabel's real situation.At present, however, she neither taunted him with his fallacies nor pretended that her own confidence was justified; if she wore a mask it completely covered her face.There was something fixed and mechanical in the serenity painted on it; this was not an expression, Ralph said-it was a representation, it was even an advertisement.She had lost her child; that was a sorrow, but it was a sorrow she scarcely spoke of;there was more to say about it than she could say to Ralph.It belonged to the past, moreover; it had occurred six months before and she had already laid aside the tokens of mourning.She appeared to be leading the life of the world; Ralph heard her spoken of as having a "charming position." He observed that she produced the impression of being peculiarly enviable, that it was supposed, among many people, to be a privilege even to know her.Her house was not open to every one, and she had an evening in the week to which people were not invited as a matter of course.She lived with a certain magnificence, but you needed to be a member of her circle to perceive it; for there was nothing to gape at, nothing to criticize, nothing even to admire, in the daily proceedings of Mr.and Mrs.