书城公版THE HISTORY OF TOM JONES
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第405章 Chapter 9(2)

Indeed, Miss Western, I have used him cruelly-- Indeed I have."-- Here the good man wiped his eyes, and after a short pause proceeded- "Inever shall be able to reward him for his sufferings without your assistance.-- Believe me, most amiable young lady, I must have a great esteem of that offering which I make to your worth. I know he hath been guilty of faults; but there is great goodness of heart at the bottom. Believe me, madam, there is." Here he stopped, seeming to expect an answer, which he presently received from Sophia, after she had a little recovered herself from the hurry of spirits into which so strange and sudden information had thrown her: "I sincerely wish you joy, sir, of a discovery in which you seem to have such satisfaction.

I doubt not but you will have all the comfort you can promise yourself from it. The young gentleman hath certainly a thousand good qualities, which makes it impossible he should not behave well to such an uncle."- "I hope, madam," said Allworthy, "he hath those good qualities which must make him a good husband.- He must, I am sure, be of all men the most abandoned, if a lady of your merit should condescend--" "You must pardon me, Mr. Allworthy," answered Sophia; "Icannot listen to a proposal of this kind. Mr. Jones, I am convinced, hath much merit; but I shall never receive Mr. Jones as one who is to be my husband- Upon my honour I never will."- "Pardon me, madam,"cries Allworthy, "if I am a little surprized, after what I have heard from Mr. Western-- I hope the unhappy young man hath done nothing to forfeit your good opinion, if he had ever the honour to enjoy it.

Perhaps, he may have been misrepresented to you, as he was to me. The same villany may have injured him everywhere.- He is no murderer, Iassure you; as he hath been called." "Mr. Allworthy," answered Sophia, "I have told you my resolution. I wonder not at what my father hath told you; but, whatever his apprehensions or fears have been, if Iknow my heart, I have given no occasion for them; since it hath always been a fixed principle with me, never to have married without his consent. This is, I think, the duty of a child to a parent; and this, I hope, nothing could ever have prevailed with me to swerve from. I do not indeed conceive that the authority of any parent can oblige us to marry in direct opposition to our inclinations. To avoid a force of this kind, which I had reason to suspect, I left my father's house, and sought protection elsewhere. This is the truth of my story; and if the world, or my father, carry my intentions any farther, my own conscience will acquit me." "I hear you, Miss Western," cries Allworthy, "with admiration. I admire the justness of your sentiments;but surely there is more in this. I am cautious of offending you, young lady; but am I to look on all which I have hitherto heard or seen as a dream only? And have you suffered so much cruelty from your father on the account of a man to whom you have been always absolutely indifferent?" "I beg, Mr. Allworthy," answered Sophia, "you will not insist on my reasons;- yes, I have suffered indeed; I will not, Mr.