At six o'clock I was informed for the second time that Miss Verinder was not at home.Had any message been left for me? No message had been left for me.Had Miss Verinder not received my card? The servant begged my pardon--Miss Verinder had received it.
The inference was too plain to be resisted.Rachel declined to see me.
On my side, I declined to be treated in this way, without ****** an attempt, at least, to discover a reason for it.I sent up my name to Mrs.
Merridew, and requested her to favour me with a personal interview at any hour which it might be most convenient to her to name.
Mrs.Merridew made no difficulty about receiving me at once.I was shown into a comfortable little sitting-room, and found myself in the presence of a comfortable little elderly lady.She was so good as to feel great regret and much surprise, entirely on my account.She was at the same time, however, not in a position to offer me any explanation, or to press Rachel on a matter which appeared to relate to a question of private feeling alone.
This was said over and over again, with a polite patience that nothing could tire; and this was all I gained by applying to Mrs.Merridew.
My last chance was to write to Rachel.My servant took a letter to her the next day, with strict instructions to wait for an answer.The answer came back, literally in one sentence.
`Miss Verinder begs to decline entering into any correspondence with Mr.Franklin Blake.'
Fond as I was of her, I felt indignantly the insult offered to me in that reply.Mr.Bruff came in to speak to me on business, before I had recovered possession of myself.I dismissed the business on the spot, and laid the whole case before him.He proved to be as incapable of enlightening me as Mrs.Merridew herself.I asked him if any slander had been spoken of me in Rachel's hearing.Mr.Bruff was not aware of any slander of which I was the object.Had she referred to me in any way while she was staying under Mr.Bruff's roof? Never.Had she not so much as asked, during all my long absence, whether I was living or dead? No such question had ever passed her lips.I took out of my pocket-book the letter which poor Lady Verinder had written to me from Frizinghall, on the day when I left her house in Yorkshire.And I pointed Mr.Bruff's attention to these two sentences in it:
`The valuable assistance which you rendered to the inquiry after the lost jewel is still an unpardoned offence, in the present dreadful state of Rachel's mind.Moving blindfold in this matter, you have added to the burden of anxiety which she has had to bear, by innocently threatening her secret with discovery through your exertions.'
`Is it possible,' I asked, `that the feeling towards me which is there described, is as bitter as ever against me now?'
Mr.Bruff looked unaffectedly distressed.
`If you insist on an answer,' he said, `I own I can place no other interpretation on her conduct than that.'
I rang the bell, and directed my servant to pack my pormanteau, and to send out for a railway guide.Mr.Bruff asked, in astonishment, what I was going to do.
`I am going to Yorkshire,' I answered, `by the next train.'
`May I ask for what purpose?'
`Mr.Bruff, the assistance I innocently rendered to the inquiry after the Diamond was an unpardoned offence, in Rachel's mind, nearly a year since; and it remains an unpardoned offence still.I won't accept that position! I am determined to find out the secret of her silence towards her mother, and her enmity towards me.If time, pains, and money can do it, I will lay my hand on the thief who took the Moonstone!'
The worthy old gentleman attempted to remonstrate--to induce me to listen to reason--to do his duty towards me, in short.I was deaf to everything that he could urge.No earthly consideration would, at that moment, have shaken the resolution that was in me.
`I shall take up the inquiry again,' I went on, `at the point where I dropped it; and I shall follow it onwards, step by step, till I come to the present time.There are missing links in the evidence, as I left it, which Gabriel Betteredge can supply, and to Gabriel Betteredge I go!'
Towards sunset that evening I stood again on the well-remembered terrace, and looked once more at the peaceful old country house.The gardener was the first person whom I saw in the deserted grounds.He had left Betteredge, an hour since, sunning himself in the customary corner of the back yard.
I knew it well; and I said I would go and seek him myself.
I walked round by the familiar paths and passages, and looked in at the open gate of the yard.
There he was--the dear old friend of the happy days that were never to come again--there he was in the old corner, on the old beehive chair, with his pipe in his mouth, and his Robinson Crusoe on his lap, and his two friends, the dogs, dozing on either side of him! In the position in which I stood, my shadow was projected in front of me by the last slanting rays of the sun.Either the dogs saw it, or their keen scent informed them of my approach: they started up with a growl.Starting in his turn, the old man quieted them by a word, and then shaded his failing eyes with his hand, and looked inquiringly at the figure at the gate.
My own eyes were full of tears.I was obliged to wait for a moment before I could trust myself to speak to him.