There was a moment's silence; then Harney spoke."And the child--had she no mother?""Oh, yes: there was a mother.But she was glad enough to have her go.She'd have given her to anybody.They ain't half human up there.I guess the mother's dead by now, with the life she was leading.Anyhow, I've never heard of her from that day to this.""My God, how ghastly," Harney murmured; and Charity, choking with humiliation, sprang to her feet and ran upstairs.She knew at last: knew that she was the child of a drunken convict and of a mother who wasn't "half human," and was glad to have her go; and she had heard this history of her origin related to the one being in whose eyes she longed to appear superior to the people about her! She had noticed that Mr.Royall had not named her, had even avoided any allusion that might identify her with the child he had brought down from the Mountain; and she knew it was out of regard for her that he had kept silent.But of what use was his discretion, since only that afternoon, misled by Harney's interest in the out-law colony, she had boasted to him of coming from the Mountain? Now every word that had been spoken showed her how such an origin must widen the distance between them.
During his ten days' sojourn at North Dormer Lucius Harney had not spoken a word of love to her.He had intervened in her behalf with his cousin, and had convinced Miss Hatchard of her merits as a librarian;but that was a ****** act of justice, since it was by his own fault that those merits had been questioned.He had asked her to drive him about the country when he hired lawyer Royall's buggy to go on his sketching expeditions; but that too was natural enough, since he was unfamiliar with the region.Lastly, when his cousin was called to Springfield, he had begged Mr.
Royall to receive him as a boarder; but where else in North Dormer could he have boarded? Not with Carrick Fry, whose wife was paralysed, and whose large family crowded his table to over-flowing; not with the Targatts, who lived a mile up the road, nor with poor old Mrs.Hawes, who, since her eldest daughter had deserted her, barely had the strength to cook her own meals while Ally picked up her living as a seamstress.
Mr.Royall's was the only house where the young man could have been offered a decent hospitality.There had been nothing, therefore, in the outward course of events to raise in Charity's breast the hopes with which it trembled.But beneath the visible incidents resulting from Lucius Harney's arrival there ran an undercurrent as mysterious and potent as the influence that makes the forest break into leaf before the ice is off the pools.
The business on which Harney had come was authentic;Charity had seen the letter from a New York publisher commissioning him to make a study of the eighteenth century houses in the less familiar districts of New England.But incomprehensible as the whole affair was to her, and hard as she found it to understand why he paused enchanted before certain neglected and paintless houses, while others, refurbished and "improved" by the local builder, did not arrest a glance, she could not but suspect that Eagle County was less rich in architecture than he averred, and that the duration of his stay (which he had fixed at a month) was not unconnected with the look in his eyes when he had first paused before her in the library.Everything that had followed seemed to have grown out of that look: his way of speaking to her, his quickness in catching her meaning, his evident eagerness to prolong their excursions and to seize on every chance of being with her.
The signs of his liking were manifest enough; but it was hard to guess how much they meant, because his manner was so different from anything North Dormer had ever shown her.He was at once ******r and more deferential than any one she had known; and sometimes it was just when he was ******st that she most felt the distance between them.Education and opportunity had divided them by a width that no effort of hers could bridge, and even when his youth and his admiration brought him nearest, some chance word, some unconscious allusion, seemed to thrust her back across the gulf.
Never had it yawned so wide as when she fled up to her room carrying with her the echo of Mr.Royall's tale.
Her first confused thought was the prayer that she might never see young Harney again.It was too bitter to picture him as the detached impartial listener to such a story."I wish he'd go away: Iwish he'd go tomorrow, and never come back!" she moaned to her pillow; and far into the night she lay there, in the disordered dress she had forgotten to take off, her whole soul a tossing misery on which her hopes and dreams spun about like drowning straws.
Of all this tumult only a vague heart-soreness was left when she opened her eyes the next morning.Her first thought was of the weather, for Harney had asked her to take him to the brown house under Porcupine, and then around by Hamblin; and as the trip was a long one they were to start at nine.The sun rose without a cloud, and earlier than usual she was in the kitchen, ****** cheese sandwiches, decanting buttermilk into a bottle, wrapping up slices of apple pie, and accusing Verena of having given away a basket she needed, which had always hung on a hook in the passage.When she came out into the porch, in her pink calico, which had run a little in the washing, but was still bright enough to set off her dark tints, she had such a triumphant sense of being a part of the sunlight and the morning that the last trace of her misery vanished.What did it matter where she came from, or whose child she was, when love was dancing in her veins, and down the road she saw young Harney coming toward her?
Mr.Royall was in the porch too.He had said nothing at breakfast, but when she came out in her pink dress, the basket in her hand, he looked at her with surprise.
"Where you going to?" he asked.
"Why--Mr.Harney's starting earlier than usual today,"she answered.